Getting a little tired of all the rain. Doesn't help the depression any. It sucks that I don't get much joy out of anything anymore. Can't muster much gumption to do much of anything. Not sure if it's because of the depression or if everything just makes it worse. I feel like I'm shut off from everyone. I get the feeling that nobody really likes me, at best they just put up with me. Hate getting out of the house anymore. People just don't know how to act. Drivers are ate up.People never wave anymore. I really don't understand what's going on with relationships. Ugly with hot, nice with mean. I realize that I'm completely inept around women, but I go out and seem to get looks of disdain from everyone. I can't be that horrible looking. My son looks an awful lot like me, and it doesn't happen to him. It's like an unwritten law that no one will fix me up. Can be talking about it and people will say they have someone for the guy who could pull women in their sleep. What's up with that? nice guys do finish last, especially with the women who swear that's what they want.

Blogging cherry!

Hello World, this is my first entry in my first blog! I don't really expect anyone I know to read this, so it may be stream of consciousness or just plain gibberish.
I am 41, male and father of two, boy and a girl. I currently live in Indiana but I bleed Blue! I was born and raised in Kentucky.
As time goes on I will go on and on about these subjects and more.